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iknowpatienceisararevirtuetohaveinthesemoderndaysformostfolks，soiwilltstraighttothepointtheniwillsharethejourneyihadyesterday:
thedecisionis，thisstorywillgoon，iwillwriteeverydayandyouwillttheupdateeverydayjustlikeithasbeeninthepast10months，withadailyminimumofabout3000words.
asforthatendofthemonthbenefit/minimumsupportbonusorwhateveryoumaywanttocallit，theohatyoumusrite4000wordsperdayminimumtobeabletoalify，myresponseis:
fuckit.
now，forthejourneyihadyesterday.
ihadtofightmyinnerdemonsonceagainandemerdvictorious，ihavetothankeveryonewhoshowedtheirsupportyesterdayandiwillnotfortyournamesuntiltheendoftime.
thisbookwasprettymuchdoomedafterihadthattalkwithoneoftheeditors，hesentencedthisbooktothedeathrowbytellingmethesitewilllikelyneverpromoteditagainandthatiamnogoodatall.
iwasfurious，buasifuriousjustbecausehepassedhisjudmentontome
theanswerisno，iamnotthatnave.iamfullyawarewhoisheandwhyhesaidwhathesaid.
heisanemployeeofaprofit-centredbusinessorganization，andthenatureofhisroleisnodifferenttothosesupermarketemployeeswhomanathefreshproduceisle.bysayingthis，imeanhehastoputthegoodlookingonesupontheshelffirst，howthisproducereallytaste，heain’tgoingtogiveadamn.
andwhybecauseyoucan’thavearefundforwebnovelsjustlikeyoucan’thavearefundforfruitsandvetables，youcan’ttitbackafteryoutookateandhatedwhatyouate.
sohimsayingiamnogood，iknowwhathemeans，hemeantiamnogoodasaprofitnerating“vetable”，butsayingthis，iamalsofullyawareiamnotperfect，coupleofreaderspointedoutspotsandgavesomeveryvaluableadvices，forthat，iamgrateful.
iamnotgoingtodoubtmyselfjustbecausesomeyoungfelsaidiamnogoodwherehissolepurposeistoselectgoodlooking“vetable”tobeputontheshelf---plusyouaretalkingaboutasitewhereitssci-fisectionisfilledwithmarveldoujin，yeah，youttheidea.
sowhydidihaveanoutburst，simple，iwanttomakealivingbyjusritingstories，iwantthiswritingthingafulltimegig，notjustsomehobby，becauseiloveit，ifuckinglovedoingit，icanwritewholedaylongandnotfeelingburntout---unlikemosritersonthissitewhostartcryinglikeapussyafterwriting2000wordsbecausetothemwritingstoryisatortureworsethenuniversityessay.
so，aneditordecresmyworknogoodmeansmydreamwillhavetobepostponedafewyears，again.
andhowmany“fewyears”canyoutinyourlife
soihadanoutburst.
thatoutburstisalsoduetothefactiwanttogopro，andthaord“pro”isaheavyterm.
whendoessomeoddjobbeeaprofessionitbeesaprofessionwhenitbeesrecognizedbythesociety，itbeesaprofessionwhenitisimbued/infusedwiththestandardsthesocietythinkitshouldhave.
however，youlookatthewebnovelindustryinthestfewyears，mostbeefurtherawayfrombeingaprofessional.
wearebeingsomethingworsethanthoseafricanhyenas，feastonthedeadcarcassoffallgiants，nevercreatinganythingnewandinteresting.
writersareconsumedbygreed，writingisnolonraprofessionthatrelyonyourknowled，thewisdomyouaccumutedthroughtheas，orlonghoursofstudy.
writersarebeingpeoplenodifferentthantheworkerswhoworkonafreakingiphoneproductionline，mindlessdrones，nothingmore.
wearenolonrtouchthemindsandsoulsofourreaderswithourwords，wearesimplytryingtostiruptheirhormoneanddopamineforfucksake.
imeannodisrespecttotheworkers，butisimplethinkwritersshouldnotbeworkinglikethat.
ourworkisbeingmoreandmorecheap，sometimescheaperthanthesugarinacupoffreakingmilkteaorthepleasureyoutfromafuckingjerkoff.
4000wordseverydaymyass。。。。。。。。。
ifeltthephantomwhenyourdreamprofessionisshiftingawayfromtherightthings.
iwitnessedtherthofchinesewebnovel，seenitsmostgloriousdaysandalsoseenitsdownfalltowardsnothingbutaprofitmachine.
thesearemydemonsandihadtofacethemagainyesterday，butthankstoyouguys，iwasvictoriousonceagain.
somemightstartcallingmehypocritealreadysinceiamprettymusritingdoujinaswell.
that’strue，butthenagain，iamusingthisoneasawarmupforthenextbook，somethingfullyoriginalwithafullyconstructedworld，awesomebackgroundandarichstory.
butiamnotcuttingthisbookloose，everybookismycreation，mychildandnoparentintheirrightmindcouldeasilythrowawaytheirchild.
that’saboutitreally，theconflictbeeenmyidealsandtheuglyrealityhadbeentormentingme，givingmephantompain，thisisthefateofalrorkersinasense.
iamlucky，idon’thavetorelyonwritingforaliving，soidon’thavetobowdowntothegreedybastardswhothinktheyrunthefuckinguniverse.
so，amidfinrtothoseassholesandadeepbowdowntoyou---myreaders.
staywithme，iwilltthere，iwillshowyouabeautifulword，anexcitingstorythebestican.
iwillseeyoutomorrow